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Ahmad Rick Tariq
Artist | Hobbyist
Malaysia
Just a regular person.

Weasyl | FurAffinity | SoFurry | InkBunny | Pixiv



For REQUESTS/TRADES:



I will open them soon. For now I have a few things to sort out, as well as finishing off some of the remaining art I promised ^^
I actually made a ton of IRL promises omg Dx



Please note that:



- My submissions will mainly be of General rating, otherwise Mature at most. For the "other" stuff ...uh you can find it on my FA because, well, it's Fur Affinity! XDDD.

- Trades, gifts, and requests are reserved only for real-life friends, or close friends on the internet whom I've come to trust over time. Maybe I'll make an exception once or twice. Let me see how things go first.

- Commission work is a no for me. I simply do not have the time nor the patience for it. Neither am I experienced enough -- or ready for that matter -- to attempt it. It is consolation to me that I don't waste anyone's time or money. Sorry.

- I treat people the same way I would expect others to treat me. If ever I feel any form of prejudice or intolerance, DO NOT expect me to treat you nicely either. End of argument.



My other accounts:



- kylewilliam @ Weasyl [Whatever I post there is more or less the same as here]
- kylewilliam @ Fur Affinity [Only used for favouriting artwork]
- kylewilliam @ Inkbunny [I use it every now and then]
AND
- kylewilliam @ Pixiv ピクシブ [Hardly used]
- kylewilliam @ SoFurry [So far is only used to view artwork linked from there]

Any accounts other than the ones listed above (including this one) are fake ones. If you do happen to come across any fake accounts, do inform me.



Thank you :3
2015 has been quite a year, but I am not gonna elaborate much.
But daaaaang my notifications have really piled up in my 3-month absence XD

Either way, I wish to say a few things.


1. Hiatus is not over

I have not officially come out of my hiatus mainly because I am still preoccupied by my coursework and assignments.

My University did a semester scheme readjustment, so my semester break (which was supposed to be 3 weeks) got cut to an abysmal 1 week only being October 26th - November 1st, 2015. A week does not make a huge difference to me, considering that, just as I was starting to feel rested at best, I had to resume the next semester almost immediately.

So right now I am actually in a new semester, and next week will be my mid-semester examination (week 10 out of 14). And this coming semester break in March will ALSO be a week ...so yeah.


2. I have not forgotten the drawings I owe

I adopted characters from :iconkludges:, and the way I was supposed to pay him was by 2 drawings.

To Kludge: I'm sorry it's taking a long time especially when I mentioned I'd do them quickly Dx


3. Getting treatment

In regards to my chronic depression, I am now receiving treatment. And since then I have been able to see things through in a clearer and calmer manner, as well as live positive daily. All the things that bothered me no longer bothers me anymore. Simply put, I finally know peace.

However, my medications are making me 10 times hungrier than I should be XDD
*good thing the side-effect is only that, and not something far worse*



So uhm ...I guess that's it for now~

Thanks.
~ Rick
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: jazz played in the background
  • Drinking: a lot more

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2015 has been quite a year, but I am not gonna elaborate much.
But daaaaang my notifications have really piled up in my 3-month absence XD

Either way, I wish to say a few things.


1. Hiatus is not over

I have not officially come out of my hiatus mainly because I am still preoccupied by my coursework and assignments.

My University did a semester scheme readjustment, so my semester break (which was supposed to be 3 weeks) got cut to an abysmal 1 week only being October 26th - November 1st, 2015. A week does not make a huge difference to me, considering that, just as I was starting to feel rested at best, I had to resume the next semester almost immediately.

So right now I am actually in a new semester, and next week will be my mid-semester examination (week 10 out of 14). And this coming semester break in March will ALSO be a week ...so yeah.


2. I have not forgotten the drawings I owe

I adopted characters from :iconkludges:, and the way I was supposed to pay him was by 2 drawings.

To Kludge: I'm sorry it's taking a long time especially when I mentioned I'd do them quickly Dx


3. Getting treatment

In regards to my chronic depression, I am now receiving treatment. And since then I have been able to see things through in a clearer and calmer manner, as well as live positive daily. All the things that bothered me no longer bothers me anymore. Simply put, I finally know peace.

However, my medications are making me 10 times hungrier than I should be XDD
*good thing the side-effect is only that, and not something far worse*



So uhm ...I guess that's it for now~

Thanks.
~ Rick
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: jazz played in the background
  • Drinking: a lot more
Dear Mr [you know who you are].

Feeling offended is one thing, but what you do after that is simply a choice of your own – a choice that is well within your control.

I find it unfortunate how things had to end up. I thought that perhaps our close association, though short for its time, was a promising one. Oh but alas, you are like fire – nice to look at; gives you warmth when cold is the heart. But stand too close, and you get burnt.

To think it all started with a single sentence – only one –  of which I had not the slightest clue that it would offend you the way it did, subsequently sending you into a fit of anger, to which led us to the events of today.

I would like to remind you that I apologised. And I was so convinced that things were better after that.

Though, the way you are hinting at me here and there proves otherwise.

I'm not one to start wars, but I have been in many growing up. Whenever I'm not directly involved in some wars, I would assume the role of a middleman in others. I would try to judge things from many perspectives different from my own, as best as I can.

And from what had happened, all I saw was a simple misunderstanding.

That was all there was to it.

It never went beyond that, there were no malicious intents, and offending you was the one thing I definitely never intended, neither wanted to do.

So what happened? Seriously, what happened?

Why should I be punished when clearly I never meant any harm, especially when I have apologised?

You know, for a time, I would have gone the extra mile to fix things and return them to the way there were. But too many times have I been burnt by the likes of you for me to remotely bother anymore.

I have weighed all my losses and saw to the eventuality of how things would be had I bothered. Maybe I would have tried to please you with all sorts of whitewashed words just so that things go back to normal, but I have no time for that.

Especially when the matter was so tiny.

So I take things at face value, assuming that you acknowledged my apology – not necessarily accepting it – while pretending as if nothing happened, essentially resuming my life as usual.

And that's what I choose to do: resume my life as if nothing had happened, while still regarding you as an acquaintance.

Should you continue to begrudge me is non of my business, and neither is it my problem. I've said what I needed to say. Beyond that, and my job is done.

Thank you, and I hope for all the best to come your way.

Best of regards,
~ Rick
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: jazz played in the background
  • Eating: a lot less
  • Drinking: a lot more

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:iconentropician:
Entropician Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2016  Professional General Artist

 

Hi, thanks for the fav, I hope you'll enjoy even the rest of my gallery, have a good day, bye!:) 

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:iconkylewilliam:
KyleWilliam Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2016  Hobbyist
You're welcome, and you too~ X3
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ScouttheRangerDog Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thank you so much for favoriting my pieces, and for watching me! It means a lot to me that you enjoyed my work enough to watch me. Your support means a ton, and I hope that my art continues to please!
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KyleWilliam Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2016  Hobbyist
Hehe you're welcome~ 8D
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:iconrdltkot:
Rdltkot Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you:)
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:iconkylewilliam:
KyleWilliam Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2016  Hobbyist
You're welcome~ X3
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Cera-Miaw Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
MIIIIAW THANK CHU SOOO MUCH FOR FAAAAAAAAAVING!>WWW<
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:iconhalphyos:
Halphyos Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks for the favorite it really means a lot to me :3
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KyleWilliam Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2015  Hobbyist
You're welcome, and thanks as well~ ^^
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:iconrdltkot:
Rdltkot Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the fave and comment! :3
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:iconkylewilliam:
KyleWilliam Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2015  Hobbyist
You're welcome~! X3
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Carmelojello Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the Watch! XD
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KyleWilliam Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2015  Hobbyist
You're welcome~! X3
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:iconhalphyos:
Halphyos Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks for the favorite! Also keep it up with your art I can see you going places :3
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:iconkylewilliam:
KyleWilliam Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2015  Hobbyist
You're welcome, and thanks~! 8D
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:iconrdltkot:
Rdltkot Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the watch! :3
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KyleWilliam Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2015  Hobbyist
You're welcome~ ^^
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Fox-Wolf-Link Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Yea, you're back! +20 happiness
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KyleWilliam Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2015  Hobbyist
Yayz~ X3
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Tolder Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch ^^
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KyleWilliam Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2015  Hobbyist
You're welcome~ :3
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RJCoony Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Glad to see that you're back, Mr. Williams~
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KyleWilliam Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2015  Hobbyist
Yush :3
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KodyBoy555 Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Do you still do requests?
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:iconkylewilliam:
KyleWilliam Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2015  Hobbyist
They're closed right now. Not entirely sure when I'll reopen them though~
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