...almost all of it.
I apologise to all my watchers [and those who frequently drop by] for that ...but it's not as if all of them will take notice anyways.
Bare in mind that what I did here was no overnight decision. A lot of factors were at play and many thoughts have been taken into consideration. It was only a matter of time ...and that time so happens to be now.
The truth is, I'm genuinely depressed about all the things I do despite the nice things people have said to me about it. Granted, I've improved a lot since I first joined and gained a fair audience and a lot of watchers in the process (albeit not as much as more established people), yet ...each time I take a look at all my past drawings I can't help but feel like I'm not improving fast enough. And how many years has it been? I feel like I'm taking too long to do anything.
I look everywhere around me (the other artists), and the first thing I see (whenever I compare their old and new art)
is the improvements I know I'll never get half as fast. And I'm tired off feeling incapable of doing certain things others have no problems doing. I'm still very bad at drawing hands and feet, certain facial expressions, positions, angles, perspectives, etc. All my lines are nowhere as clean as I want it to be. And these past few months, every time I looked at all my old drawings (or even my new ones), I always felt like I've failed myself.
And then, there's my focus. It's being pulled in every direction right now. Most prominently would be my Bachelor course. Accountancy is no joke at all people, despite the fact that a lot view it as math and practice. Since May 2014, I constantly had assignments to complete, reports to write, projects to handle and exams to study for. If it's not that, then it's all the personal stuff that loves to bug me and get in the way. And all that demotivates me from doing anything. Even my hobbies, which includes artwork.
I'm going to start fresh.I'll be right here ...should anyone bother